I've seen so many faces of life that by now I am sure it must have exhausted. I don't know what to do... how to escape this trauma or can someone give me some tips to escape this. This place is like a prostitute, when you look at it you want to get closer to it, feel it and live with it, but once you are in it you want to escape it but now you can't its already too late and the same has happened to me.
Loneliness kills but I can't help it because I am one of the kind who would like to chill with a cup of coffee and watch a movie on my ipod rather than being a wannabe who just tries to 'gel' with others trying to be one of them. The one person whom I miss the most is my mother, she is my universe and I want to stay within her care for ever and ever..... But there are some things in life that you cannot control. Sometimes I feel I can change him or her but then I forget that I am not Christ.
